I often dream of a different life. Different surroundings. Different lifestyles. Different feelings. Different views.
I often wonder if just one change would mean changing everything. I wonder if I were to change something, and have this different life, would I be happier? Would life be easier? Would it be better?
I often decide that the answer is no. But when I'm feeling crummy I convince myself the answer is yes.
I often wonder why I bother wondering about anything.
Really though, I just need a good night sleep. One in which I'm able to sleep through the night. 30 minute intervals isn't cutting it.