Wednesday, March 19, 2008

I'm sorry I'm not sorry.

My heart is throbbing.

Not because something I did, this time. But something I can't do to change things for you guys. This constant ache that I feel from wanting to change, and fix everything for everyone is turning into this ache of regret, and defeat because I know I can't do a thing to make anything ok.

If I knew I could do it, I'd be ok with being drug into the middle of this mess. I will not compromise myself, my integrity, or my friendship for you.

On another note:
I finally found an owl small enough to fit in my littlest box shelf. Stoked.

3 comments:

greenhellmonstermash said...

Correction, I found the owl.

Anonymous said...

confused.

calories said...

Surprised? No, me neither!