Wednesday, December 19, 2007

You told me everything, by saying nothing

Fuck being vague.

What I don't get, is why people don't just tell you whats up. This happens a lot to me. I don't know why. Today I found out why he stopped talking to me. Of course I had my suspicions and created a million and one assumptions... and yes, him getting back with his ex was one of them. What I don't understand is how he thought that completely cutting off communication would be better than just telling me. It did not hurt me less. It hurt me more. I much rather have not gone through the drama, and just have been told straight up from the start. I just wish I would have been able put my mind at ease, with a real conclusion. My god.

I can understand why he got back with her, I guess. I don't understand how it warranted this, though. :sigh:

Done and Over with I guess.

In case you're wondering, I've decided just to turn in to a raging lesbian. Major lols. Red lipstick 5- 7 out of 28 days . (that one was for Amber and Nate)

1 comment:

aggiecore1984 said...

OH HAI! i found your blog. and i read this entry. and im like, shitty my pants, cause this just happened to me. WTF REALLY? OKAY!?

i love you karlie. lets be raging lesbians together.