It's really confusing to have such conflicting feelings.
I'm actually so genuinely happy with life right now, but there are so many things that actually upset me.
I feel guilty that so many people are going through such shit, and I'm happy.
I'm confused that I'm still happy, with some of the things that are going on in my life.
My brain is on overload, and I'm ready to cut my heart out and express post it to the same place that I've been express posting all those letters. Lets just W T F this situation!
Started my new job on Monday. So much reading.
Got a new dinning room table. It's older than I am x2+some.
I Officially got my tickets for SF on Thursday. Hooked up with a lovely place too stay too!